Thursday, December 3, 2009
call me obsessed or walking zombie
Wad is up with my post title ?
1) I cant stop watching you're beautiful
2) i CANT STOP THINKING ABOUT SHINWOO AND TAEKYUNG.
3) I have moodswings
4) My dad put a restriction to my daily comp frequence (2-5pm)
what am i doing here then ? My dad's at work. So my mom doesnt know about the curfew. Anw , besides watching my current obsession, Im helping her draw, colour stuffs for her class. so, its a fair deal ehk ?
5) I have been at home , to be precise, in my room
6) i FIND SINGAPORE IDOL BORING.
7) i feel like a zombie. I am not doing anything fun like real fun. helping out at my mom's class is fun. I did face painting and went home looking like a bunny but YEAH, no extreme stuffs
6) 8) I have been sleeping late. like at 4am, for the past 2 days. & I have choir tomorrow
9) Im stressed up. I cant get things right and it bothers me. why a streak on the previous no. ? I dont know why I repeated the no. 6. Really, I have also been confused about the dates. I really thought tmr was class bbq until Juliana told me it was not till the day after tmr, the 4th.
10) Im dead bored. I feel like im living without a purpose. though Ive been helping my mom alot. my room is clean . and i do my daily chores of folding clothes and more.
I NEEED to be geared up .
or I'll be a zombie
oh, still, i have my class bbq on 4th . Wonder why Im not high. But have been looking forward to it. Then on the sixth, its sort of baby shower for Aqeelis. Though im going earlier and sleeping over from friday. Still deciding if i should turn up with my face painted. mom said i didnt look that bad. and it was her idea. so maybe i will. but wad if some grandmothers fainted ??
O_________O
Then , i think, I have a relatives overnight bbq at sembawang park to look forward to. I dont know when is it though. Thats quite alotta things right ? yay ! another overnight :D
okay, and syah's birthday coming.
Im so wanting next weeeeek.
gdnight, loves, FATIN
Seems just like yesterday, You were a part of me
I used to stand so tall, I used to be so strong
Your hands around me tight, Everything felt so right
Unbreakable like nothing could go wrong
Now I can't see, nor I can't breathe
Im barely hanging on.
Here I am , once again,
Im torn into pieces
Can't deny it, Can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
broken up, deep inside
And you wont get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes